Well That Sucked.

I worked hard all day. Cleaned my house like a mad woman in between three interviews today, and setting up another one for tomorrow and applying for another job. I was busy today. Winning again. You know how I roll.

And I was so excited to have an evening with the man tonight, but it hardly turned out romantic, or even amicable towards the end. I love him to death. I love him so much. I think it's ridiculous that we argue over something we agree on. WTF?

Ugh, I even got all dressed up tonight and was looking so cute. And it just blows when we talk and talk for hours, and we're both still going to bed without anything really figured out. WTF just happened here? I don't even know, but tomorrow is another day. Maybe things will look better in the daylight.

And the good news is, despite it all, we still love each other. That hasn't changed. That is a very good feeling.