I am exhausted, and taking a break.

Today was shit. It is true. I am totally worn out emotionally, mentally, physically, spiritually. I'm drained. I've been working so hard searching for jobs, applying, interviewing. I'm tired.

My interview went well today, and the Chef set up a time for me to come in tomorrow and cook for her. I am cancelling. It's one of those jobs that if one of the jobs I actually want doesn't happen, then maybe I'd do that job. But I don't love it, and I don't really want it. I'm tired of interviewing, and I know this one isn't going anywhere, because I don't really want it. So I'll decline politely and maybe come back to it if I have to.

And so I am free. Free for the weekend. I am worn out, so I have decided I am done for the week. My best friend is getting married Saturday, so I am going home to help her finish up the plans, relax, and not worry about job stuff. I'm not going to look for jobs. I am not going to apply. I am going home to do wedding stuff, celebrate with my best friend as she gets married, see my family, and enjoy life.

FREE! Free from worries, free from guilt, just go home and enjoy. I am so excited!

I don't know if I won today, but I did drag myself across the finish line. I'll give myself props for that. I got my house all cleaned, I am mostly packed to go. I got everything done. I can leave with a clear conscience for the weekend!

Also, I would like to thank everyone for your love, concern, and support. I have gotten comments, emails, texts, phone calls etc since I started this blog, and I am so grateful for all the love. I am grateful for support from all of you, and I am so happy that I support and inspire you as well. Life is better with love, connections with other people, so I am glad I have created another way to connect and share real life.
Thank you. I love you.